Sometimes, I wish I wasn't so emotionless and could stay attached like the typical woman. I wish I didn't see every man as replaceable. With my birthday approaching, its making me realize what I'm missing in my life. Maybe I need to give up my freedom for the old ball and chain. I certainly want a little rug rat that looks like me. God, that means less money to spend on myself! Less me time. This life and growing up thing is a catch 22. I'll let y'all know when I figure it out.